a release, an escape, a longing. a yearning, a desire, a need, a want. whatever you choose to call it.
dark. quiet. alone. the best place to be. nothing to distract you.
you feel nothing. no worries. no cares, no feelings. nothing.
nothing can hurt you. no one. anymore.
feelings rush through you, like a wave.
thoughts flood your mind, like a storm.
none of them matter anymore.
your screaming inside but no one knows
no one hears it but you