After so many right and just decisions,
Sometimes it seems dictation in backward nations,
Decision by court of law,
Having a clear visible flaw!
Make it rash, brash, quick
Even unthoughtful, unthinking!
It matters less
Whether you cry or bear smile on face
It is your concern
So burn fingers or turn table
Innumerable roads are laid before my eyes
Some are constructed out of stones and bitumen,
Is your indecision final?
will you not make up your mind?
You are the only one I ever loved,
Given you all I had, of the likes,
Never before, never again, but,
Still I lost you to my nemesis?
Going my own selfish way,
based on the ignorance
of my false understanding,
leads directly to my downfall.
I’m so confused
Nothing seems to make sense
I can’t think straight