The Battles Within
for 1.5 years roughly two they say...
I fought dreadful battles with my inner self to stay sane,
convincing myself that its not real, I am crazy
My mind shows me vivid illusions that mock my passions
I thought my soul was playing duck with my shadow
But yet I am still fighting,
I am hollow inside...
thought I didn't want to fall in this bottomless pit they call love because
I am too damaged a child to be loved by this gentle soul...
MY battles are fought on an open field
My wounds are testimony of my believe that
My pain walks, talks, speaks to ...