Under A Microscope
Biography of Under A Microscope
I am an individual who loves writing and letting my thoughts and feelings be known.
Under A Microscope Poems
Is it me, or do we all become blind to the simpleness of life. We try so hard to be someone we're not, to impress someone who isn't the one at all. We work carelessly to have the things that in the end will not last,
Allow me to apologize if I seem a bit anxious, but I'm feeling as if I might not last another second if my feelings are not made clear. I think of you as someone wonderful and special. Someone i can talk to honestly and frank.
We don't fall in love, we fall into the idea of it. the idea that anything is possible, the idea that we can need and be needed,
My night light shines so bright, so white, like an angel through the sky light. My night light never fades away but grows brighter, stronger everyday.
Pride means nothing when the one you love is gone. It's the bullet in the gun, when you pull the trigger and it's done. Pride is fake, intrusive and unreal, pulling us away
My air, my sadness, my laughter, my content, my freedom, my passion, my desire, my hope, my light, my pain, my sorrow, my gift, my tears, my smile,
You lied and you used and abused my trust, though if it were anyone else I wouldn't have minded as much. but the thought that you could betray me the way that you did, makes me sick and disgusted even though I love you so.
Who am I that you should hate me so? ? What have I done that has offended you? Am I too happy with the one I love while you are not? Does my pride in who I am scare you?
I'm a hostage in my own home, afraid that one look might send me too far. Afraid that one stare might see through my soul and to be judged, oh to be judged is worse than death to me,
I've built my life and all you see, to keep you close and safe to me. I've fought so hard to earn your trust, and pushed away all selfish lust.
I'm afraid to let you in, I'm afraid to begin again, to toss out the feelings and thoughts that i knew, and open my heart to someone like you.
Come on! I scream I love you! in desperation. I need you more than my very own life. What more can I offer that I haven't already gave you. You have my heart, my soul, my whole life, and yet I can't help but feel you want more. I can't help but feel you want to drive me insane, torment
You promised to be faithful, you promised to be true. You promised to be loyal and and hold me close to you. You promised me your future and everything you are, you promised me forever but forever is much too far.
This pain in my chest hurts. it feels like my heart is being ripped out of me and yet I'm still feeling, breathing. Standing helpless and waiting for it to end but it never does. In one moment my content turns into torment, my happiness to sadness, my forever into never. You have no idea that you hold my life in your hands, that with your choices y