Death is my only option.
May I remain punishable upon death while embracing my chosen fate.
Every day I inch closer to the ultimate silence.
Having to deal with the toil of this hell on earth.
Deserted by my father, losing my mother, my mind drifts towards the great unknown.
The pitch black depths of my desires call out to me, consuming me with the peace I deserve.
“I just want to sleep”
My strength has snapped and my limits broken.
What I have become to love becomes trivial connections