Biography of xXsuicideXepidemicXx
Basically, I'm sick of things, and I want to know the truth.
There was a day, not too horribly long ago, when I tried to get along with everyone I came into contact with. Like Gahndi, I wanted peace... Then, it changed when my parents screwed up. Violence still isn't the answer and I'm still non-violent, but I've stopped trying to make people happy. I want to know the truth about life and what is after it. I am curious and willing to try almost anything. I don't know what my favorite color is, or why the sky is blue. The truth about me is that I don't know how to exist anymore, and I don't know if what I think is real, or right. All I know is that the end will come soon enough for us all.
Life is full of colors and wonders and the unexpected. This means, to me, that you can never completely move on from something, or forget something or someone. Don't try to comprehend what you don't understand, unless you believe with all your heart that you are right, or you need it. Live fully and win what you can. Lose the most and know that you did your best. Contradicotry meanings are a way of life, so love my nonsensical ramblings.
I have a poem in a book. It's about a dad (mine) molesting his child (me) .
I feel all keyed up like I need to All depressed like I need to My family is broke and I need to I found their stash, so I need to
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This class is boring. Presentations are lame. I don't want to be here. All we do is the same.
Not so bad today, But still not the best. Light-headed, but I've been worse. Slightly nauseus, but not horrible.
Tender blades, kiss me slowly. Open the wounds, and then you’ll know me. Drink the venom of my life. Kiss me again, and end my strife.
Too many words have been said. Too many thoughts inside of my head. Life is gone, and so am I. Hope is gone, they don’t know why.
Don't ask me any questions. Don't tell me any lies. Don't search for any answers To the questions in my eyes.
A Piece Of Cheese For Dinner
Go to the neighbors awake. Come home dazed and asleep. Fight with everyone, then pass out. A piece of cheese for dinner.
This Grace Is Me.
I'm gone, so let me alone. I'm gone, so leave me be.
Someone once said that all love was true, And I thought them right because of you.
I Regret You.
The sky is dark and she doesn't know the time. She can't remember why she is awake.
Just Get By
There is no more pain No more weakness I will not take anymore sorrow Or feelings from you
By The Crows
I was alone when you were near me You didn't notice my heart
In The Dark
I blast this shxt And try to understand Why I have this aching inbetween Borderline and completely gone
Methanphetamine. It's a horrible drug. It makes people do things They wouldn't usually do.
Not so bad today,
But still not the best.
Light-headed, but I've been worse.
Slightly nauseus, but not horrible.
They can see.
My parents don't suspect
What's wrong with me.
They still don't know I found their Meth,