What a beautiful morning,
Golden sunshine so sweet,
I look out of the window,
And a friendly sun greets,
...
I hate love...and I am scared of it....
because it makes me feel,
and it makes me fear,
and it makes me vulnerable,
...
Black blood flowing out of my hand,
Dripping on the paper as I write,
I see it but I don't fear it, I feel no pain
In fact I am feeling perfectly alright,
...
The strings of life seem strained,
All efforts seem to go in vain,
I've been in so much pain,
that I can't even explain,
...
Whenever I look in the mirror,
I see the face of a stranger,
Sometimes its smiling, sometimes its sad,
But I can never relate to that,
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I feel the Stranger is chasing me down,
and there is a fear growing inside me,
The fear that I am the fake and he is the real one,
The fear that my life is not real but a farce,
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I used to be mad before,
But now I'm going insane,
I have been dreaming about this,
Whether I'm awake or asleep,
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He loved to sit on the rocks in front of the ocean,
beers by his side and cigs in his hands.
He loved to sit and think.
Falling down a spiral as the thoughts spiraled up in his mind,
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There are weird thoughts crawling in my brain,
Waiting to come out as soon as I pick up a pen,
hese thoughts are simple and plain,
Even then I'm trying to keep a restrain,
...