A Waltz For Zizi Poems

I'm going to disappear someday
inside a page
giving up, measuring your heart
against other's,
...

First of all
you must hate yourself
so that everyone
will hate you too.
...

I don't believe
we can make love here.
There are too many poets
too many smart people.
...

But,
I don't make up excuses
for my love.
I love you
...

Who knows why I have made
so many poems
about you.
...

I'm too lazy to write
good poems.
Writing gets in my way,
it ruins my other dreams.
...

Night revolves above us
and you
have nothing else to say
and I
...

I was already in love with you
even before
you made love to me,
and even though
...

Different
from her heroes,
to prove her
that I can be
...

Half broken and half
invincible
I'm still here
making poems
...