Abby Conroy

I was always there when you needed some one to talk to
I was the one that stood by you no matter what.
I was the one that you told all your worrys to
I was the one you told who you liked
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I went through my old phone found pictures of you and me.
It brought back so many memorys i only just forgot
Next where the messages saying you love me and you'll never let me go and your not going anywhere.
None of that was the truth was it?
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As I'm sitting in the coner of a dark room
holding a blade in my hand
and tears streaming down my face
i put the blade up to my wrist and make ejust another cut there
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Now your gone I'm lost
Now your gone I've turned against every one else
Now your gone I'm all alone
Now your gone I dont feel like doing anything
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Turn around & say goodbye for the last time but you dont know it yet
tears rolling down my cheek spinning around not knowing when to stop not knowing when to start.
Eyes wide shut laying on my bed thinking lightly crying deeply, Falling slowly hurting on the inside dieing on the out side
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no matter how much i try to forget you i can't
at first you were the sweeetest guy saying all these nice things completmenting me making me smile you were the one tht i was always tlking about.
but now its like nothing ever happened between us you never tlk to me the same you act like you dont care about me anymore.
you always go offline when im trying to tlk to you
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I know what I did was wrong.
I know its all my fault and no one elses
But im tired of holding on it time to let it sail away
I will live with no fear of what you&your friends have to say
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you tell me its okay to cry but i just sit and stare
i culled you like a teddy bear
im drowning in shame
can you stop this pain?
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sitting real still next to you but my heart beats fast
my only fear is losing you
but your still going to be the one that im going to run to
you told me you would run a mile just to see me smile
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every morning when i tied a bow in my hair
i told my srlf everytime it rains a flower grows
then you came and changed everything
no longer will i wear that fake smile
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When i hurt when i bleed your holding me
maybe someday i will feel more.
such pain you shouldn't experienceim trying to get back to who i used to be
i am healing but its taking so long
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im falling in the black slipping through the cracks
dont leave me here like this
my world in crashing down
I remember when i used to laugh at nothing at all
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counting all the hours i've spent here drowning in your lies
i've spent alot of my time trying to make this alright
i want to know what its like to believe
did i fall asleep?
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breathe in deep & walk into the flames
can you feel your heartbeat through your veins?
dont be afraid dispite all my rage your my favourite mistake
take me back to the days when you cared
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