I've become a giant in my senseless motive.
Why do I do it when everyone is rooting against me.
Because I can, and I still give a damn.
I will never surrender in this life or the next.
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A sympathetic morbidity.
Ruthless pity.
Always in the vicinity.
The crows circle my head, letting me know if I try to help I might die.
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A unsettling future to some.
But most of the time it shouldn't and can't be undone.
Its a war its my head versus my heart.
Some days I wonder if it can be won.
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A new story, a new hero, a new case and study. Another course another action. Painting fate with words that can so easily taint. Praying and forever hoping for the greatness of the success of love. Sometimes it strikes when your at strongest only to tear you down.
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Reading the red book. It tries to explain the rules of life. Never too fast, never too fast, it says it won't last. Burnt by the past. Some new so close to you. You must get to know them. Its a game you can slowly win. Bury your true feelings.
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I dream of you again.
Surprises with such a twist.
When push comes to shove.
Where do you stand?
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Melodramatic, screaming about the petty things.
Can't you see that is nothing.
Dark men live right next to you.
They don't want you to have an easy life.
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