Amanda Allsteadt

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~Hey, my name's Amanda. I'm sixteen and I love anything to do with the arts. From writing to singing, it's my scene. I'm big into colors, so I love fashion too. ~I'm pretty cool with a lot of stuff, but you'll notice almost all my poems are super depressing. I'm not the cheerleader type. I am much more the gothic emo type. The only problem with that is my love of colors. ~I think I'm fat. I weigh less than 150 and I'm a size 8 in women's clothing. I'm 5'5'. I think I'm ugly. ~I've never had a boyfriend, or rather I didn't consider him to be one. He lasted four days before I had to get rid of him because he moved to fast. ~I'm a country girl, traditional in many ways but modern in others. Some people think that that is pretty cool. ~I'm a really fast typer and it freaks my mom out, but she says it's because I type and text almost nonstop. I don't really eat that often or much and sleep even less. ~I've lost friends to suicide and even thought about it myself. But the friends I have keep me grounded and I wouldn't trade them for anything. ~Sometimes I wish for silence, but then I realize my friends keep everything to loud TO distract me. I'm a carefree northern girl who knows how to have fun with her friends! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! !)

The Best Poem Of Amanda Allsteadt

One Shot

One shot
That's all it will take
To end my pain
Rid me of the noise

He tells me that he loves me
He's disappointed
To see me like this
All I can think is sure

Let me show you how I feel
Through my poetry
Let me teach you about me
The only way I know how

Writing is my passion
But I inser the pen
Hopefully one day
It will poison me

Writing is not a hobby
Writing is an art
Living is not needed
It's a choice

Let me go
Let me go
I don't want to be here
Anymore

Dear God
Do you think you can use
A damaged angel?
A broken body?

(January 4th,2011. Written both because this is how I feel right now and because one of my friends told me he wishes he could die and become an angel right now because it would be easier than going home every day.)

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