Somewhere a hand is reading out loud-
an old bible, a weatherworn journal.
Recording the daily assaults –
memorizing rain and shielding eyes
...
something so simple,
if it really were,
we'd not be mentioning it now.
...
He pinned me between his hips and his couch-
knelt over enough to kiss the blade of my back,
and to lap his tongue in the stream of sweat
meandering down the xylophone of my spine-
...
what straddles morning and
milks color from the dawn,
rushes down empty streets
into coffee-shops for kicks-
...
Love was understanding: the battle rages on
inside my head, inside my lungs, even after
love has gone.
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I have a wound that seeps-
it’s ugly and unkind; I beg it not to speak-
it haunts me still, so I lay quietly,
stitching my lips together, so that my tongue,
...
I remember now,
how my dirty ideas stood on the threshold of your eyes
and how you asked me to clean the words
before you could let them inside.
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Days like this day: no Manna from heaven-
my mother’s voice is the rain
tapping against the windowsill because
I left the window open last night, all night
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For one so full of sorrow and war-
I think I should have been born in Russia during
a dynasty of tyranny that brought to it’s people a great depression.
It would make more sense because then I could explain why I feel so cold, most of the time-
...
' hello amber, how've you been? '
'fine, for the most part- been a rough year thus far'
...