My skin is screaming.
Screaming loud and clear.
My body and mind now joins the screams.
Needing and wanting the pain.
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She sits with tears streaming down her face.
Her face is stained with tears.
Her heart holds far to many fears.
She cries out but its mute.
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You were ill that I knew.
We hoped you'd get better.
The doctors said that the next time you went in,
you may not come home.
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A moment you were in Mummy's tummy
But you weren't to stay long.
God needed two new Angels to be in Heaven
He decided you my babies should never no,
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Please dont be sad.
Yes I took my own life.
Becuase it was to much strife.
My pain I couldnt bare.
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They say we bring nothing into this world
And we take nothing out.
But this is not quite so true.
Cos we do bring love in this world
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I wish I could run a long way and hide.
I wish I didn't have these feelings inside.
I wish I could go on with a glide.
Hey I even wish I had a guide.
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Anger and misery is all I ever seem to bring.
Hatred and anger is what I seem to be making.
Acceptance and understanding was all I wanted.
But acceptance and understanding was never granted.
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Here I am sat thinking about you,
Im sure I hear you call my name,
Amy, Amy, Amy.
As I turn to see who's calling me
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