Right here and now.
All I want to dod is cry!
Here and now I want to die
Here and now I swallow the pills.
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Here I once stood.
Begging screaming for help.
Just to overcome the past.
Take responseability I was told.
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Barriers built so high.
For noone to get around.
Noone will see.
This creature in distress.
Noone can see how much I hurt.
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How could you do such a thing?
You treted me as some kind of garbage.
It was as if I was a toy.
You raped me not once.
Not twice but times than I can count.
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