Amy Louise Kerswell Poems

I wanted you to love me.
I thought you were my friend.
I thought you were there to protect me.
With you being the older one.
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I stare in to the miror.
A figure stares back at me.
The person I hardly regonise,
but I know that its me.
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As I'm stairing into the mirror.
My focus is blurred.
A message is coming over.
But I must not listen.
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This is It the very last time
I can't take this shit life no more
Too much paintoo much agony.
Too many memories thats for sure.
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My pain of the past has spoken to me for the last time.
No more flashbacks no more pain.
Them of the past won't speak to me any more.
Of this I can now be so sure.
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You don't know thisyet but you will soon.
Do you know, Please know this now.
Your duaghter is going to top herself tonight.
She dosen't want you tosave her this time.
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Today Mummy should have two beautiful babies.
But today Mummy has pain.
Mummy lost you both a while ago.
She never got the chance to meet you.
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Can't you see that this is killing me.
Do you even care.
I don't know what to think any more.
All I know is that this killing me.
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I'm such a failure.
I cant get nothing right.
My hart is clumsy and tight.
I mess everything up.
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You looked on.
As I was being raped.
You were up at a hight.
With others as well as you.
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