There are so many paths in life
I guess I could say
I ve walked them all
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I'm bitter and twisted.
And my head is all but messed up.
I don't blame you.
But blame myself.
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Razor blade razor blade
Sharpe glass shards
Knife blades
And all things sharpe.
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Am I a restless soul.
A soul to be lost.
A soul not quite whole.
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The lot of you.
All of you
You are all rotten bastards.
And I hate you all
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I am the Queen of faliure.
At every thing I do I fail.
My life is full of misery.
My hart is sad and depressed.
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Darkness enveloped me
Pain and darkness filled my heart
Deepened by emotions
Tormented from the very start.
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Sometimes I'm a loser yes I am
sometimes I'm ok.
Sometimes I don't really know...
what I am to say...
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I thought of dying today.
It seemed the right answer.
Thevery right thing to do.
As everything was building up.
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