Anamika Jalan Poems

i breath wind into my windpipe
and, my head is thinking about you
when you will come and take me as a bride
we would start a new journey with soul
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I am flying in the sky

the reasons may be many
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Sitting here thinking for a while,

I cant ever seem to truly smile,
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Funny when things never change
Even when you say they will
But while your off seeing her
My life is standing still
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DOWN between the walls of shadow
Where the iron laws insist,
The hunger voices mock.
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I’ve lied to everyone I know,
I’ve kept it all inside,
My eating disorder doesn’t even show,
It’s became easier and easier to hide,
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When I get them everyday,

I want them to go away…
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You made me feel like I was flying, Like no matter who said what you would be there to pull me back into the clouds, Like I was something special, You were the first person to ever make me feel this way, Then when I realized it was all just an illusion, The fun ended and I hit the concrete with a cold, hard, awakening, You left me stranded to die alone, You left me there to cry myself to sleep at night, It hurt so much to hear you say I was just a toy,
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soul seeking
restless and generous
be the damn simple
and eyes telling the story
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You broke my heart
What am i to say
Didn't you think
Before you threw us away
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