I don't know why I so sad
maybe because
I had such a bad relationship
with every one around me
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why am I not being seen
why do poeple bump into me
could it be that they dony see me or am I not there in
there eyes or mind
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I do not know why I am not known
I am not listed in birth records
I do not have a birth certificate
I do not exist in this world of ours
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When some thing bad is about to happen I can see it and aviod it. a bomb goes off every body is safe from harm way. all the vilains hate me and what I can do.
they try to kill me but they don't win. some say it's a gift I say it's a curse what ever it may be I wish I never had it. some say it's all in my head maybe it is all in my head.
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you think it's all a game but
i'm am the one to blame for this
problem that I caused everyone
I feal liked my life is paused
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Time is not a game it fly’s bye so fast it’s like a truck flying by you so fast you fall to the ground.
Sometimes time is so slow you just can’t wait till the end of the day.
Where the clock is ticking your life away
So hurry up and have some fun before your time is all gone.
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I wish my life was easier than it is right now.
People laughing at me, kicking dirt at me, throwing water balloons at me.
Why is everyone doing bad things to me?
Sometimes I think some thing evil is living inside of me.
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I can’t live in darkness
So much stress and anger it’s comes to a end
I’m fighting a battle
No more pain so I can no longer pretend
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Sadness is what tore me apart
My heart is burning
At heart I am lonely all form the start
Can you kick start my heart
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Anger is what tore us apart
Never again the same
Sometimes I wonder if I’m the one to blame
I am ashamed of what I did Us
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