I ponder my own death
the pain I have in life
and what comes next
feeling sorry for myself
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I tell my grandson
Choose you reaction
when something happens
choose what you say and do
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God You have blessed me
with my wife and my children
with family and friends
and those companions
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broken glass stares at me
showing shattered bits
of my reflection
with all imperfections
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my God come comfort me
I no longer wish to live separately
let me lie in that green pasture
there I could hear Your laughter
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I revisit this again
and want my time with God
to renew and to begin
I ask my God come comfort me
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I live here in both time and space
alive for spiritual learning
try to live an ethos through my life
the teachings of our Jesus
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in a dream I had
as music played
I was clothed
she was nude
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two roads divergent through a burned wood
where once a vast and mighty forest stood
both covered in ash one still is burning
with glowing embers coals and plumes of smoke
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