Incredulous tears falling down my face,
Even though I know you'r in a better place.
Melancholy memories intruding my thoughts,
Beginning to remember the things I forgot.
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I can't stress enough,
Just how much I miss you,
The reality has kicked in,
But it's hard to believe it's true.
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I hate this house, too many tears,
I can't wait 'till I get out of here.
I could walk away in the night,
just leave without a fight.
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What is it like sis
To be up there
With no more pan
And no more tears
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Terrorized and haunted, by actions of past
A gun to his head, and awaiting the blast
Crying for help, in ways we can't see
That terrorized person could be you, or be me
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If i could leave
trust me i would
bad has taken over
theres no more good
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Every day I go home
all I do is cry
because you were my sister
and I did not say goodbye
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It seems as though I can't let my feelings out.
Locked inside are the hidden screams and shouts.
My hearts been open for you too many times before.
I need to let go of everything cause of you, once more.
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I was walking down a sand-path one night,
Just sauntering, kicking at the stones.
There was nowhere that I intended to go,
No one I intended on seeing.
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My efforts weren't nearly enough
I tried so hard but
this path's just too tough
the way is dark
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