I never really put much thought into it.
But that night, it was inescapable.
I felt the bullet go right through me.
Cutting me, Killing me.
...
Do you hear my deepest cries?
Wishing that everything inside me dies?
When I'm silent do you think I'm day dreaming?
Or do you know my mind is screaming?
...
Blood flowing through my body.
My hands sweating.
My legs shaking.
I hear the screaming.
...
Yes, she was once happy.
She laughed, she sang, she danced.
Her eyes would sparkle.
Her heart would be jumping with joy,
...
Death.
I never really put much thought into it.
But that night, it was inescapable.
I felt the bullet go right through me.
Cutting me, Killing me.
Suddenly I just couldn't move.
I couldn't get up.
It was hard to breath.
Hard to swallow.
To do anything.
I heard people yelling my name.
Searching for me.
I tried to yell out.
To let them know I'm here.
But I was breathless.
I could feel myself drowning.
Deeper, deeper, deeper.
Until my eyes closed.
And I took one last breath.
Before death welcomed me.