Ankoku Gekido Poems

I close my eyes and see you
Your smile
I hear you
Your laughter
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If I died
And came back to life
As someone else
Would you love me then?
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The man I love
Who pulled me from the dark
My Aijin
Who showed me there was reason to live
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Why wont you see me?
Why is it you say you want to help,
That you want to see the real me.
Yet when I try to show you, you push me away?
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I love him with all my heart
But why do I hide from him?
I love him with all my soul
So why do I Fear him
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I watch as they are happy
I watch as they laugh and have fun
I watch my friends be happy and realize
They don't need me
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I still love you,
After the blows we’ve thrown,
After the pain we’ve dealt to each other.
I still love you as if I had just fallen
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Things are returning to how they used to be
Returning to the times when I am useless
To the times when my life has no meaning
To when I cant trust anyone
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It hurts so much
The memory
The image of his lifeless body
The blood on the wall
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