BARBARA ALVARADO

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i opened my heart to jesus
and invited him in
the best thing i ever did
repented asked forgivness for my sins
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theres a person i know
so unselfish she let her soulmate go
this she had swore to let him suffer no more
that nite he left she was there
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With all my family around me
Your the only one that took the time to see.
I didn't fool you with my fake smiles on my face
You saw that I was in a deep dark lonely place
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Almost a year has passed
Since you left us that awful night
Thoughts of you always cross my mind
With fond memories that follow close behind
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he is bad but i can not see
this love for him has blinded me
promisses he makes never does he keep
but this love for him is oh so deep
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fighting this battle alone once again
with no love in sight
why wont this heartach ever end.
These feelings of lonelyness each and every day
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i always loved you
but never did show it
a second chance you have given me
love from me this time you will see
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so your happy again he is back
see how long this time it will last,
that smile on your face
soon it will be replaced,
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is anybody out there
can anyone hear me
i put my true feelings down
for you all can read
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is this smile beleaveable to you
it hides these feelings i feel for you
look a little closer then maybe you will see
these tears behind this smile on me
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look a little closer at this smile on me
maybe then my true feelings you will see
take a good look and maybe you will know
these deep dark feelings that i do not show
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each day theres a smile on my face
to hide the tears
never do you know it is out of place
my heart is broken but this you do not know
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im gonna die soon
please no days full of gloom
rest at last for me
finally i can be free
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