Barlot ... Poems

I woke up from one dream into another
Nothing felt
Nothing real.
There is no me today, so to say
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Calloused fingers dropp blood on the floor
Leaving pink puddles to match the past due notices
Nothing matters
Nothin' but the beat
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I gave my life to a society-
Who never will reply.
A storm is brewing internally-
If it could my heart would cry.
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I'm the dynamic czar of the underworld
They call me Charlemagne
I carry a gun in my guitar case
I'm oh-so-clinically insane.
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Your name sparks in me a tissy
Wondering if you miss me...as much as I miss you
And thinking of the damage three months can do
And the ways in which we've changed already
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My love shied far under shields of sharpness
Through tunnels and trenches, the like
I stayed behind to lurk in the darkness
And lie alone in my thought each night.
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Forsake me not with bittersweet lies
The promises thou doth make are naught
Red lines and freckles permeate thine eyes
And like a hair in a trap, a heart is caught.
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I grew up with you, I grow old you
And past linear galaxies
Our lasting bond will remain tried and true
Drinking cups of honest tea.
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An illusion of a single cell-
Prison cells with doors you can't open
And amentities only spoken-
Never tangible.
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Buy my body on eBay
And ship it in the same cardboard box I've been trapped...
Out of the womb and into captivity
Out of my mind and projecting onto me
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