I had another dream of you and I,
But you were with me this time.
You were leaning on me on a chair,
She was with us, but for once you didn't care.
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Oh, my vanity has drawn me a new noose.
A fitting reward for the ego driven failure.
Advice drowned out by the disease of self.
Static recollections written in a trance,
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My heart starts breaking when she walks in the room.
It's broken by the time she's gone.
I've tried to do everything she wanted to do,
Even though I thought it to be wrong.
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How dare you imply that I need you,
You're like a virus waiting to contaminate.
I couldn't be more elated that we're through.
And all along it was I suspected of infidelity.
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Looking out the window, down familiar streets,
I see the sky-breath shaking the limbs of quiet trees.
A silent day today, when the roads are still,
My thoughts are blank like these pages I fill.
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My suspicions are confirmed,
As I peek beyond the curtain:
The sun is as cold as I,
Pulling clouds, like blankets, up to it's chin.
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Ah to ponder what could have been,
Sulking at the close of each day.
Wishing I could only have found the nerve,
To say what I'm longing to say.
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Her eyes pierce me like a sword to the chest,
Infecting my heart with ache.
Subtle, sweet, and sublime I'm hooked by one look,
Because that's all that it takes.
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What is behind those eyes now so close to mine?
A thousand volt tension between you and I.
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'Just stop asking why', silence fills the room
I try so hard, to write out memories that become
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