Though in the midst of dark
Deserted by once own loyal shadow,
Still i catch the sight of dancing stars
On the rooftop of infinite spectra.
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Every Dawn Longing For A New Evolution
Crawling Beneath The Sun To Flash On Our Side
Raging Against These Medicines Of Paranoia
We Fall Into The Trench Of The Fake Heaven
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Feeble and numb he walks trembling
With days speeding in a second
Screaming out loud, his heart sings
Trenched into paranoia, everything a rainbow
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Once among the living corpse,
Whose putrid aroma corrupted
The proclaimed god's sons,
Echoing the humanity's extinction.
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I see you my brothers
Once we were frozen together
On the womb of the mighty glacier
Prepared to flow in the streams of time
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when the river goes dry, roses go pale
when i am poor scavenger wandering by the road
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Final Retreat
Beneath the dawn and dusk
I wait for your tender caress
Like tiny droplets in a dry soul
Like sun’s flowing river of warming shine
In burzum bed of night, i see your floating mirage
Caught up secretly in thy corner of the heart
Battling with age long hurricane of dilemma
Mind and soul separated like heaven and earth
Being dragged in blackhole of no return
I tie myself with thread of your undying love
Hold me tight, dry my tears in your caring lap
Thy almighty! Kneeling down in desperation
Keeping my demons in bay,
Behind the shadow of your fading faith
There you come like winter god’s blessing majestic warmed
Beneath the cool clouds of centurial agony
Finally winds of change crossed the gigantic mountain
Last day of the year....still pondering what new came to life and what next coming..thousands of new people on the road i travel and leaving hundreds of them at every junctions, i get millions of new views of everyone's psychology which makes me a silent observer...sometimes the old roads cross and i find some known faces undergoing age long changes but though it feels good to see the familiar faces again...sometimes i recall once familiar faces but fail to paint them as we both have travelled light years apart... hundreds of new faces waiting for the year ahead....and ready to be lost again..thanks to the people that have travelled the most with me along this predefined path... but their travelling can be attributed to the road taken rather then the companion taken...
carry me with the stream that once flowed don't want to be a silt in the dying river let me swim again across my destiny
Beyond the mist nature god hides floating amongst the cloud in search for mystifying world there lays the spiritual heaven..
slowly n slowly I wonder that..... In times of desperation..... the past shines better.....n the present fumes with rage... only d future bears d hope....all irony...too hard to percept....
n the darkest of dark corners I have locked the ashes of my soul Pure and serene it exists Out of reach of the stagnant civilization blissful thoughts cultivates every passing second with no physical unholy influence to pollute I am ready to shed my mortal shell
AT TIMES ITS BETTER TO STOP THINKING AND LET THE PASSAGE PASS IN HARMONY AT TIMES ITS NECESSARY TO KILL THE PAST AND FUTURE FOR IT RUN THE RISK POISONING THE PRESENT AT TIMES SILENCE IS YOUR TRUE COMPANION FOR NOTHING MEANS MUCH THEN TO BE NUMB
Finally I meditate in thy monastery of silence thousands of miles above on the snowy peak with my conscious as my lone guide burning away my egocentric material skin I gift the ashes to the world store them in the cemetery of mortal voices for I shall return once my quest is complete
Now I reside on my comfy nest on the branches of my treasured poetry with words they hang and fall like leaves jeweled in woods so tall by the gloomy lines of conscious verse i shield my skin from chaotic surround purblind, hypnotic I shelter in thy green chased by memoirs of thy torched inn
Sometimes I miss the child within me... he emerges in the lonely hours shy among all the matured...often he laughs for the person I pretend to be.....and he whispers, 'My brain was vacant, my pocket was empty but nothing made me gloomy
All my core is now a frozen sea...where dead neurons locked in its voids... everyday I cry for stagnant ice to crumble...so let some sun pour its warmth...and let my core loose again in the mighty ocean....
As time flowed before my eyes like a divine stream I sat numb on its bank, mesmerized hypnotized until what left was merely the remains, the sands oh an era passed and I was still in the dreams all i hear now the winds of an eternal void as if a part of me is lost, and by nothing it would fill
Settling down in life is such an ironical term....its like the temptation of adam n eve to eat the apple in the garden of eden...only after having that fruit they realize that they are now fallen angels.....temptation should remain as temptation...aim should remain as aim...dream should remain as dream...because when people think that something is their destiny...and they should settle...there is nothing left....n empty vacant space...light years to travel...but nothing to be found..
I see u my friend on other side of d railway crossing....seconds to meet by...and you cross by....I see u my friend once part of d same river but now we flow along different tributaries....but m I prisoner of memory...and there you sit on the memory lane....to all d lost friends with a hope of meeting u again...
The days that are no more but their soul dances in chaos hundred sleeping pills i take to skip the venom beneath the nectar syrup still i hallucinate to the ancient history once young green leaves standing high Now the smokes in some distant street what are these things-the memories a non degradable substance
Marketed love tailor made emotions Absconding God's vacant temples Corrupted sociality's masked gatekeepers Immoral Intellectual's moral lectures Self proclaimed celebrities selfish selfies Concrete hearts in concrete floors What I am never to be bothered What you are is all to be bothered Think deep you get crushed Think nothing you die like dust