I don't want to.
But I will.
I always do.
I'll turn and look the other way.
...
I wish I could let go,
but I can not seem to.
It crawls back into my mind.
Like a recurring nightmare.
...
I feel cold and emotionless.
Like stone.
I feel uncaring and unmovable.
Like stone.
...
I do not understand.
Nor do i wish to.
I'll accept my ignorance
as a blessing.
...
It is a stinging sensation.
It makes me want to scream.
It raises rage inside of me.
As it boils over
...
Rage, Anger, Fury.
I see these people fill
with Rage.
I watch as there Anger
...
You make me feel invincible
Yet vulnerable.
You are my biggest joy.
You are the reason i wake up.
...
As I am lost in your eyes
I think
I think of how your voice is oh so sweet.
It is music.
...
Conflict inside me.
Conflict around me.
I do not hate conflict.
I can not be bothered to hate it.
...