see me mom you bunch of roses
your thorns stab me so deep
i feel the pain i still keep
and yes i am still your son
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I hold a scar across my heart
Love why did you descecrate our love
It's a loss I cannot hide
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I feel the pain of a thousand souls
I asked for their pain which I will never let go
I can take the pain of a thousand souls
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We both know this is hard
but we hope it never fails
neither of us want to fail
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i remember days of black
i saw no oceans of blue
i fade back to younger days
when things were simple and plain
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Does life have any value
Just hues of black mist and of gray
I feel sorry women on this earth
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I use to be a refugee
Don't look and stare at me
I come from a distant land
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I am a black man with white skin
I have to fight to win
the white dove tries to hold me down
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just sharing my deepest thoughts. Brian is my son and went into a coma 230 days ago and remains! his father Emil)
My Sweet Deadly Mother
see me mom you bunch of roses
your thorns stab me so deep
i feel the pain i still keep
and yes i am still your son
i wish you would hold me oh so tight
then i would not be full of pain and fright
but mother i feel the pain you bring
i look at your picture everyday
i lost part of my soul
the day you decideded to let us go
i wish i were a dove high above
mother i do love, remember i am your son
unlike you i will not run
you always said family's the most important thing
then you crushed my soul
with a silver spoon
then you jumped over the moon
I am Brian' s dad . he went into cardic arrest on 19 of Sept. Now has little or no brain function. Norman hospital did this to him. He wanted so much for everyone to enjoy his thoughts. An amazing young man. His Popie Emil