broken soul.. No more Poems

Its so hard to leave like this
Knowing that i still have so much to say
I feel so bad to let this feeling go
But it will make me more miserable if i stay
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I have come here today
To show you that i am okay
No tears, no sadness
Not even pain or emptiness
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My eyes are tired from crying tonight
coz everynight seems not going right
i said that i'll try to let you go
but thinking about it, i feel unsure
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memories are the only ones i have
and something that im holding onto
the only real thing in my life
that still connects me to you
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I miss the way you care about me
and the way you say hello
I miss the way you tell me not to worry
because you will never go
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Alone, i waited for you to come
Hoping that I would meet you
I tried to think of the best
things to talk to..
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how many days do i have to wait?
how many nights do i have to stay up late?
how many words do i have to say?
for you to come back and stay?
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i hold onto you
and to all the promises we've made
memories so precious
i dont want to disappear
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Its cold right now,
feels like the rain is coming down
the skies are grey
and the sun is not shining bright..
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for a long time ive hide
the love i felt inside
afraid that the moment you knew
you'll tell me to leave you
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