Feeling this in my strange heart
Cus id like to think this is the start
But when I speak to you my dear
The words you say make your feelings clear
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Anger, misery, violence, insanity
Scavengers closing in for the final kill
Death drains society
Fictional reality
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Staring into brand new eyes
wanting to let you into my disguise
i knew you knew about him now
and wished there was a reason just a how
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For all the reasons I dont know why
my mind stands still while the world passes by
Dont hate me cus I'm not like you
I'm just trying to see this through
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I touch your face it's drenched with tears
i thought you'd be mine for years
Even though it hurts me so, i have to let you go.
This heart is torn and i'm not sure
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You came into my life and took control
there was nothing i could do nothing at all
Chasing my feeling for he was still here
apart of my life although i didn't want him near
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The pressure is to much i cant with stand
take it in my small fearsome hand
one draw nothing yet
second draw now i'm set
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Please forgive me... for naming the stars after you
Please forgive me... for tearing my heart in two
Please forgive me... for feeling safe in your arms
Please forgive me... for falling for your charms
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peace we say to the world so small
let us rejoice let Christ stand tall
in this hollow place so cold
we feel the sorrow for the old
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For so long you've been by my side
whatever i wanted you would decide
Always a strong hand to help me along
when everything else felt so wrong
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