carly bachor Poems

I have no clue if im right or wrong
so i guess i'll just follow along.

my choices.
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Sitting here waiting,
as im suddenly fading.

The music to your voice.
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nobody beleived i'd do it.
nobody beleived, but i knew it.

my back is turned on you.
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Hiding the pain
Starting to think i'm not longer sane
I've lost my innocence
Now to realize this makes no sense.
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Though distance keeps us apart,
i'm always by your side.

i found your love crystal clear.
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These tears i cry
And all the questions why
i want to be left alone
but thats inmpossibe with my feelings shown
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i love you.
oh yes, it's true.

even if you rip my heart open
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Deep inside my own hate.
Deep inside my own disgrace.
that feirce taste of regret.
that feirce fear of not knowing who to trust.
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This fatal reality
This strong hostility
Wishing my wrists were bleeding
To stop the pain from the beatings.
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i can feel the sensation going through my veins.

50 thousand tears i've cried.
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