Carolyn Vuletic Poems

It was yesterday
That time stood still
It was yesterday
When I realised that I was nill
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Cine Boy

Lost words I wish I had said
All those days standing in the shadows, I watched you, doing what you do
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i left, i cried, i wanted you, i needed you,
i cried for us, for our love, for everything
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Call it tainted
call it sad
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I lie in the bath, not saying a word, not thinking, just laying
My skin smells like nougat
I looked at my toes, and the scars on my feet
The water comes just under my chin
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Two tabs and the pain is subdued for a while
I lay in my nest drifting in and out of consciousness
Hearing my father curse at his phone
And attempting to watching Indiana Jones through blurred vision
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Shocking taste in men with beautiful eyes
people say we compliment each other
i think we're hilerious
sick and twisted
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I see you but you are gone
I don't feel you but know you are there
I want you to go now
Not having you here, wil be as if you never existed
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wait for a minute to see who you are
just chill and let the rain dry
admitting you're not ok, is cool
you're no fool
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I asked her what she saw in him, I knew, but I wanted to hear it out loud
As she told me I remembered all our years growing up together
He was always in the back, laughing, so sweet, innocent
She has already seen too much, but was still intact in many ways
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