Cate Jade Poems

Waiting for the clock to go by
every second seems to fly
slowly the happiness starts to fade
locked in the darkness suddenly afraid
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i cant seem to sleep
theres a pounding in my head
screaming words ring deep
as anger penetrates me in my bed
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everyday is an internal scar that burns my body with every touch
no ones aware but its as red as blood and as black as the sky
as my happiness slowly starts to fade and smudge
my soul suddenly leaves and dies
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My mind like a spinning ride in a amusement park
like a shark racing in my mind till it all turns dark
then someone drills a hole into my head
as my mind turns numb and i internally starts to shred
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Should define who you are nothing like a car
its should fill you up inside keeping you alive
like a candy bar to a small child it brings out who you are.
fills you up inside and inspire you to thrive.
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Endless Walking away from something i can't run away from
Its like riding a slide as a young child happy on top but sad on the way down
whispering hateful words hitting my mind like a drum
My heart slowly fades and drowns
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life is horrible and hard
why do bad things happen to good people
why cry when you can feel better
why feel empty when you can feel so full
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we are both better now
time has healed all our pain
it just happiness preventing our downs
now im traveling the endless train
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why do you care you don't know me
you don't understand me and can't help me
Stop pretending to feel my pain cause you know nothing
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