The stress piles up like many books stacked up.
You push the books away, but more keep coming back.
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You are awesome and I know it.
You are sweet and special.
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You wait and wait like a kid waiting to open a present.
Your stomach fills with butterflies waiting to flutter.
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You put your name in a box with a million others not knowing what the prize will be.
A person mixes them around
And your name gets called.
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I feel lost like a hat lost in the wind.
Will I ever get myself back or will I feel empty inside because of the loss of it?
I once knew who I was but now I am just someone else.
Trying to find myself in the darkness in hope that I will then find light.
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Would it matter if I was gone tomorrow?
Would it matter if I hurt myself?
For at times it seems like nothing matters.
Not even myself.
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