Christina L Johnson Poems

I Hate Goodbyes
Category: Life
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I am lost, I am a lost soul that is wondering
searching for answers to the questions
that keep taunted me day and night
my mind is like a vine tangled and entwined
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I do not need any special day to bring you to my mind
In fact, I think of you everyday and ask
God why
The first year of your death I was
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My darling
My baby
My beautiful girl
The face of an angel
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I close my eyes and I still see your face,
If home is where the heart is then mine is
out of place
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You promised me that you would always be there and
never turn me away for you were my one and only
who helped me to erase the pain
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As I look to the skies with the sun in my
eyes, I am trying to decide have I lived or have i died
Are the clouds in the heavens
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Dear God
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the days are slowly passing

bye
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Lies and
deciet seep
deep within
self loathing
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