Christopher Biddle Poems

I'm givin up on you

I'm givin up on me
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Failure.....
No Freedom...
Restrictions, despair...
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You vomit of lies; you do as they do.
I know who you are you know that I do
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If your all alone with nothing but darkness by your side,

Hoping that everything would stop so you could grab a bit of a brake from all that goes on around you,
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I ain't like any other
I'm different in many ways
People don't see it cuz im smiling everyday
I keep my head up & don't let nutin get me down
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I open my heart & pour out what bleeds,
My mind f$%ked up with all these twisted dreams.
Demons callin me, my soul it fights
My mind, it separates but my hand still writes.
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So here we are darling, we've arrived at that day,
When I stop writing poems and I start writing pain.
You took my heart, just because you could.
Even though having it did you no good.
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Don't fall too deep
Into the death trap
There is nothing to gain
And everything to lose
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Its sad to be wished dead
I know
Even by those who are close
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My day has sucked
So I go to my room
Im crying all night
Wanting to die
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