Confession Bore

Knowledge brings heartbreak, that I don't know whether to lash out or cry. Afraid of hello and good-bye
Beginning to understand how some just choose to walk on by
They walk on by
Monsters and dogs with their icy stares
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I am the failure I fear,
I am the lie I despise.
By blood I came and by blood I shall return.
I'll be a distant memory.
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I don't need your false concern keeping me out of reach like an unwanted disease. Hold me, hold me, avenge me. Give me a safe place to lay my head on. My soul is running around wild-eyed hostile vulnerable turning in place waving its fists- scared, alone, angry, disappointed, incomplete, confused!
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Do you remember how we whiled away
Our lonely hours?
Double-crossed, you and I
The room smelling of flowers?
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