crybaby clark Poems

So it finally happened! i always knew one day the inner demon would catch up with me-
me - always in control!
me - always knowing!
always thinking!
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where is it that you go?
in your tormented mind,
when the moon is high and the lights are low,
wanting to get out of here?
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I am me,
this is who i am,
here in my body, in my soul,
I am that girl who likes to dance,
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Here I waited, for minutes, hours, that turned into days, weeks
and then to years,
feeling like an eternity,
alone - yes, but never lonely,
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I saw you standing there,
dreamlike, mystified
you slithered over
sex, personified.
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I have learned how to cry a thousand tears,
only now I have learned to laugh and smile at one who laughs and smiles with me.
I have learned I am only a girl in this body,
only now I have been confronted by this real man.
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I would give you heat,
in the cold, cold night,
to shelter from the raging wind that surrounds your soul.
I would give you a save haven,
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I have called and re-called you,
over and over,
re-thinking all that I would say,
until there was nothing left but the beebing of my heart.
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At days end you came....
and like the evening sun
did leave an afterglow.
If ever there was a
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i saw it!
the spider in the corner...
and i waited...
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