all i ever do is cry
why cant i just die?
everyday is the same
only heartbreak in sight
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my mind is an unstable place
It's as if i have monsters ready for a chase
They speak to me hungry for my pain
They wait for me to cry for i have nothing to gain nothing to lose
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I hear the voices
I hear the noises
but only one stands out
only one that is distinct
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It speaks
it wakes
follows my every move
never leaves my side
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i am spiraling down
beginning to drown
screaming until his ears bleed
why cant he see
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they smile and laugh
while i am behind closed blinds
they can't see me
can't hear me
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it flies though trees
and makes them sing
moves the sea with a wonderful beat
it's here and there
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