Dislocated Heart Poems

Damn, I've been wanting that body..
needing that love..
pulling you in the sheets,
hearin you moan..
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held within my hands.. three items..
Green little alien.. glass shaped heart.. and a duck...

Must sound funny for what I'm bout to say..
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laying on the floor,
stripped of clothes,
and forever more..
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care to see behind my eyes?
fear of all, blood sheds fall.
cuts and scars, i remember it all.
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My closes friends.. asked me.. as we began..
Why? how? What made you fall...

I sat them down.. I told them why.. how.. what..
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I realized today,
I'm not always strong..
I might need some friends to lean on.
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you were so nice..
you loved me just right..
you knew just what to say..
but those moments are over..
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im here for the lost of words..
mind filled with thoughts i cannot share.
hands type the words i shall not speak.
my gestures show my deepest secrets.
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Death,
what does it have to offer?
Freedom.
some of us think..
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Hey lil' lady,
I was thinkin bout you last night.
I kno you moved on..
& Thats alright.
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