happy is
as happy does
I find myself floating on
candy dreams when I am
...
why do things have to end so?
the tied up strings of yesterday
unraveling in pangs of my memory
in thinking
...
I sit here
the light falls upon the cherry floor
I sit here
smiling softly
...
the smells of you
the sight of you
what you sounded like to me
are fading to me
...
How did you know?
that I was thinking about you this morning?
How did you know?
I was remembering the way you looked at me..
...
I won't call you!
I refuse to call you!
I won't go to that place where I'm
on pins & needles until you answer the phone
...
brief moments of joy
set out to capture me
a feeling of wonderment
in beauty awe
...
yesterday was happy
today is sad
yesterday i was only thinking of you
...