ESPN CHICK Poems

Love is when you hold me tight and tell me that everything is going to be ok.
Love is when you do everything for others before yourself.
Love is when you make time to spend with me.
Love is an outrageous thing, it can make you melt or break apart.
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Lonely days without you makes me miss you even more.
Crying for no reason at all. Ready for you to come back home.
I wanna see you, I'm tired of all the lonely days without you.
Nothing is gonna change the way you make me feel.
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Do you get my phone calls?
Cause I've called you for a about a month now
I need to know where your at
Cause I miss you so
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Let go of the past
Cause I need you now
I need you more than ever
Forget the fights thats over and done
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I wish things were back to its normal self
Cause this life I'm living now is killing me
No more loving you and its killing me
All these lies I've told I've buried them for good
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I wish I could go back in time
To tell him that I loved him
Until he died I never knew I would be without him
Its been two years and too long
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I wanted you to notice me
Just to see that I'm real
Your the one who sees right through me
Now that I am invisible
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I've walked a thousand miles and cried a zillion tears throughout the years
But nothing in this world makes me feel the way you do
Every time I think of you somehow I tend to smile
When I lay down and close my eyes somehow your there in my dreams
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This past week has been something else
But the best shock of the week was that you had someone else
Those lies you told me, I believed them
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I feel so alone and no one can take away this emptiness inside of me
I feel broken up and torn apart that I don't know if I could stand on my own two feet
The thought of dying is slowly creeping back into my mind
And I try hard to strive and fight away those thoughts
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