ESPN CHICK Poems

Wanted the best for you and I
Wanted things to patch up
Wanted you
Wanted my heart to belong to you
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I'm always the one to blame
I'm always the same
every night I go to sleep
Wondering why can't I never wake up
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When I see you it sends shivers up and down my spine
You make me feel so great like nothing else matters
When I see you smile I see that you still care
When I see you looking at me I know that you really want to talk
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Hey Hey look at me
What do you see?
Do you see the pain you have caused?
I feel like I have been living in hell
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We don't have to hurt like this
We don't have to wonder our lives away
We don't have to wait forever
We don't have to listen to anyone
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You keep on the edge of my seat
You know when I'm down
You know how to bring me to my feet
You know me inside & out & it drives me crazy
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You tell me to be myself and not nobody else
Then I try to be myself but then you kick me on the ground
Saying things about me behind my back leaving me in tears
You completely misunderstand me
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I'm waiting on a change
Change in life
Things I used to be
I'm putting them away
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In this victory I still feel like I've lost
Is it maybe because I am hurting
Hurting so bad that even a win a victorious win doesn't make me smile
Nothing can make me happy anymore
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I'm shattered like broken glass
Bruises and scars lie on me
I look in the mirror
And I see nothing but lies
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