I wrote my Dad a letter
Hoping to explain things better.
It was the hardest thing I've had to do
But I need him to help me through.
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Please dial my number
Will this call ever come, I wonder?
All this waiting
And in my head, so much debating.
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The pain won't go away
It doesn't matter what people say.
I thought things would get easier given time
But I am still walking this painfull line.
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Feeling a little sad
Built up anger makes me mad.
I feel so low
Trying not to let it show.
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Even if I wanted to
I don't think I can completely forgive you.
I miss you dearly
But since we parted, I've been able to think more clearly.
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Into the centre I walked
Met a lady and we talked.
I couldn't think straight
But I was sat in a room and it was too late.
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Just as everything seems to be running as it should
After spending so many years wondering if it ever would.
Then into the works a spanner appears
And the gates are opened to release the tears.
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I can be sat in a room full of people
Yet never have I felt so more alone
So much going on inside
And I really don't want to moan.
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I can't do this any more
What is there worth living for?
Can't do right for doing wrong
I've been so stupid all along.
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There you stood
I froze, just like I knew I would.
A cold and distant stare
Then you walked past me as if I wasn't there.
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