I wish i was as invisable as he made me feel Poems

Im not the type to get my heart broken,
im not the one to get upset and cry,
but now things are changing,
and it's hurting me to say goodbye.
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isn't it strange how things can be?
i have this bleeding,
and it is...
inside of me? ?
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I tried to smile...
but it felt so wrong...
i don't know why...
i just don't think i should be smiling,
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just admit it...
admit what you feel inside,
don't try and deny it,
cos i can see it in your eyes...
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now baby please remeber i love you,
i dearly love you both,
things are getting complicated at the moment,
and we can't see each other,
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as i clutch my cure,
i tightly lock the door,
and my smile reappears,
as my blood hits the floor...
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When you look at me,
what do you see?
i know you don't see my pain,
for if you did,
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I swallow razor blades and spit up blood
Cut out my heart and gave it to my love
I hung myself with an extention cord
And dangled high above the ouiji board
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You are friendly, kind and caring
Sensitive, loyal and understanding
Humorous, fun, secure and true
Always there... yes that's you.
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