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Porcelain Tears

you look up at me
But i feel your eyes are closed
dont fear me
I am nobody

She crossed the bridge
And steadied her balance
She held your hand
And you saw her exactly

But you search for me
I am invisible
Do you lie?
No, i dont think so

For i am the lier in this town
I crossed out wishes
Fooled your army
Betrayed.....what?
Your love, your trust?
What matters most?

Dont search for me
My eyes are blocked
By porcelain shadows
Dont remember me
I am forever gone

She kissed you softly
I pretend not to stare
For you look back at me
But pretend im not there

Do you not believe me
When i say im not watching?
Do you know me to well,
But how?

I am away
Everytime you wonder
So why do your eyes penetrate
My invisibilty now?

I swear i will run away
This time
Well perhaps not today,
Just one more day

I will/ stay
But yours and hers side
I will linger,
Just pretend im not around

For when the wind is strong
Tomorow i will be gone
And the sun
Once again riding beside me

Your perfect face
Alligned with the stars
And your body
In her arms

What am i?
Who am i?
Do you know?
Have you wondered the same?

Am i horrible
Or does nothung i do matter
For i am gone to the world
When i cry with the breeze

Do you listen
Can you hear the music
That dances with your heart?

Will our silence
Fake an intrusion
Summon another army
Come to silence any sin

But what crime?
Has been indulged
If i have never been allowed to touch you?
I dont care

Your porcelain skin
Will no longer create envy
For porcelain
Would never work
For i would break the silky clay
With my first touch
But no matter
The porcelain and i
Are forever gone

Just watch
My porcelain tear shatter

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