jasmine boston Poems

no need but my own
no pain but my own
no cuts but me own
no mistakes but my own
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when i first saw you i had no clue on how fast i would fall in love with you
when i looked into your eyes and i felt instent warmth
i knew you was the one my heart my soul the half that makes me whole
when im with you i never feel insecure i feel like i can take on the world
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in my dreams i hold you near and all my problems just disapper
in my dreams i am free and i can be who i want to be
with no one there to hold me back i push aside all my fears
in my dreams there is no fear a loveing touch a gentle tear
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i paint this pain on my wrist
and watch my pain drip drip and drip
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there once was a girl
as sad as can be
she was the kind of
girl you would never
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as she sleeps she flips and turns and flashes of her life play in her head all the teaseing
she goes through just for being herself and all the people that dont even know her but judge her
just by her looks all beacuse she wears dark cloths and doesnt wear the latest fashions
and all this is going through her head shes just wanting to just wake up and face the day thats ahead of her she slowly comes to and lifts her head slowly and all her problems rush back to her and she hurts
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i feel so empty on the inside i just dont know what to do
i feel so alone and nobody knows i walk this world alone
i feel like i wont last much longer in my broken world
i feel like a loser in this game we call life
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i'm tired of hiding all my pain and sorrow from everyone i love
why cant i just be myself why cant they love me for me
i'm tired of holding back all my tears when i just want to cry
i'm tired of pretending to be happy when im in so much pain
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