Jayne Roddy

I sit and sometimes ponder
What my life would now be
If you hadnt left me
All the things we said we'd see
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Imagine if we could go back
A joy for all you knew
We would hold you in our arms again
How i wish this would come true
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How do you hide a heartache
Thats constantly there each day
How do you get over a love
One day at a time they say
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My head is aching so very much
What is happening-I miss your touch
How can someone you love just dissapear
When all i want is to hold you and have you near
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I woke up in the night and sat on the end of my bed
I do this a lot now your gone-Thoughts going through my head
I find it hard you see.That someone could just go
A special part of me-Oh how i feel so low
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No family gatherings anymore
Your house is empty-Your there no more
Such laughter we all had
Such lovely memories-Now im sad
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If wishes came true oh what joy
Id wish for you back my little boy
Id wish to hold you-Id hold you near
Its been a long time-Nearly a year
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The wind is blowing
Another rainy day
Wondering where my life is going
Is there another way
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Why do i feel i have to lie all the time
People as me how i am-I say fine
Im not fine and cant remember when i was
Is this how you feel when you have a loss
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Summer time is almost here
Time for happines the weathers clear
Time for mingling with all our friends
All the flowers need to be tends
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What made you so nasty
I blamed myself for been so ghastly
I didnt deserve the hurt you gave
You treated me like a dirty slave
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It doesnt take a special day
To bring you to my mind
Every day is special to me
You were one of a kind
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I SEEN A SHOOTING STAR LAST NIGHT
IT MADE ME THINK OF YOU
HOW MUCH YOU ARE SO MISSED
AND IN EVERYTHING WE DO
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I promised you something
The day you were took away
I promised id be strong
And that id be ok
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Thinking of the years we shared
Im so lost without you
I loved you from the very start
And this you always knew
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If only i could smile again
Learn how to enjoy my day
I died too the day you left me
You'l get over it people say
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Today iv had a bad day
I cant get you out of my head
Thinking of all the things we did
All the plans we had ahead
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