Joshua Hamel

Life
It means nothing,
Except pain and fear,
It holds no meaning,
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I am lonely and confused,
I wonder what will happen..
I hear my heart weeping,
I see the tears that form..
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All around the world,
From coast to coast
People always ask me
What I like the most.
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There once was a boy named Phil
Who lived all alone on a hill
He wanted a companion
But leaped off a canyon
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I ask...
Why is it like this?
So much pain and lies
No more love or any bliss,
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Black sun rays fall upon my soul
casting dark shadows
Causing it to become withered and grow cold
my skin starts pealing away
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Two boys in the park
A day set in fate's cruel hands
Only one goes home
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One painful night
Regretful intentions of the saved
Death and rage consume the innocent
Fate finds the other
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Life
Tasteless, burden
Unwilling, unforgiving, unrelenting
Hatred, hard-work, everlasting, reliable
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It will come forth in the night
And put deep in you its fright
As it screams for your soul in delight
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I’m sitting here all alone
Writing my suicide poem
I’m in the park after dark
I am afraid to go home
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