It smells like you
This room of mine
Your essence fills the air.
...
Flightless nights of dreamless slumber
fill the ever quenching void within my soul
I have made many decisions in my past
some of which I am not proud of.
...
A bitter taste fills my mouth
Rolling off the back of my tounge
in waves.
Like the crashing tides of a distant shore.
...
Water crest
and bubbles
woolen socks
and troubles
...
Letters escape from the tip of my pen.
Forming images, and feelings
Like little fairies that dance on the edge of the horizon
They are of the unknown.
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Some days I just feel so lost.
Like I'm the fleeting memory of a life that was once lived.
I feel like I'm in the middle of a crowded room,
but no one sees me.
...
I remain the mule.
The animal to which you ride
and use
without consideration.
...
There are days when I hate to love you.
When you are the only thing that makes me go crazy
while I'm trying to keep calmly sane.
There are days when you are painfully beautiful.
...
Bless me father, for I have sinned.
I have never been to confession.
Today is the last day of my life.
and I fear my soul is no longer
...